The “L” Word
Cupid has me in a chokehold.
My very ordinary life, in all it’s mundaneness, is a real struggle to deal with. Love, is complicating me. It’s exasperating my finances, time, and mind – and I love every moment of it. Yes it’s true, for the first time in my life’s entirety I am falling in love. That said, I can hardly make an apology for my absense, as this new found discovery is precisely what has been taking up all my time. It is essentially what I have been searching for since the beginning.
When I’m not working in central Pennsylvania, I’m here, in western Pennsylvania a mere hours drive to my boyfriend Adam’s house, building on what is definitely my most worth-while, long-lived relationship to date. Tomorrow, we will have been together for three months, and after spending so much time with him and creating a ton of memories already, I’m just about ready to throw the “L” word at him.
Anyone who is at all close to me, knows that I never say I “love” someone unless I am absolutely confident that I do. That said, as someone with very few relationships under his belt, I am very nervous. Why? Because, I’m getting the urge to say that very word to the boy I’ve called mine for three months, but am absolutely mortified to do so.
One thing I have learned that Pisces are very deep, and reserved people. It might take some time for him to say it back.
We’ll see.
You’ll know when the time is right to say the “L” word. I am so happy that you are happy!!!
So glad to see you back hon, and now I understand why you’ve been absent!
Like Kim said, you’ll know when the time is right to utter the words, it’s never easy for any of us to say it the first time! Good luck!